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I won't be renewing my Hydeist account next year.

Don't see a point in it anymore since I don't think I really get along much with the people there.

*shrugs*

*garsp* Why the hell are you not on Hydeist when I am? GET OVER HERE.

BWHAHAHHAHAH!

Dir en Grey was fucking amazing.

Setlist for November 20th 2009 @ HOB in LA

Vinushka
Gaika
Repetition of Hatred
Disabled Complexes
Shokubeni
Ryoujoku no Ame
Grief
Reiketsu Nariseba
Agitated Screams
Bugaboo
Inconvenient Ideal
Glass Skin
Dozing Green

The Final
Amber
Schwein no Isu
KiganSaku

It was amazing. When they come back again I will totally be going. I am a little sad I couldn't go both days but I was happy I could experience them. Thank you to everyone who made it possible for me to go, I love you all.

Also there was a signing afterward. It was nothing too special but I got a special edition of Uroboros signed by Shinya and Kaoru.

For now. I'm resting cause my whole body and my throat hurts so bad from having an awesome fucking time.

Going to Dir en Grey show in LA. Be back Saturday. Thanks to everyone who made this possible. ^^

Remind me why I like Gackt so much.

I apologize for the post yesterday. I guess having emotions and expressing them was wrong.

I'm sorry. I'll just hold stuff in from now.

For now... I just need a reason to smile. I'm supposedly going to Diru at the end of the week but I'm concerned it won't happen. It would make sense though if I couldn't go. Not that it's anyone's fault... I just... I dunno if it will happen. And I've put effort into making it work out. But... maybe disaster is on the horizon. I'm not sure.

It feels like the blows keep coming over and over.

And nothing seems to cheer me up for long.

I don't know what to do anymore. I've been spending more time away from the pc and all that trying to feel better cause something's been making me feel like ass. Don't know what but I feel like I'm gonna throw up or something. I'm not sure if it's anticipation, stress, or worry that's making me feel this way. I just... don't know anymore.

I've been a bit afraid to be happy though... cause whenever stuff gets good something bad happens and puts me down. And few things make me actually happy these days... and those things aren't starting to work anymore.

I'm also starting to miss some of the stuff I listened to before and possibly want to listen to some new bands. Problem being is my 2nd HD has PVs on it that are taking up space... but I can't seem to get the nerves of delete them... >.< fucking choices.

EDIT:


Okay taking cute pictures in your PJ's makes me smile a little. >_>

It's crystal clear.

If you don't like playing with us then tell us.

But we get it now.

That's cool. None of us want to deal with it anymore. We're just going to do our thing. You can have all your muses with him and we don't mind. Don't bring any of us into it anymore. We're going to do our thing and you do yours. We get what you want now and you've got it.



Mel, Reesa, and Lyssa... I love you guys. Thanks for being there. ^^

By popular demand... aka omg_its_gackt I bring you THE HAWTNESS OF TARD SEX!!



That's totally fucking hawt.

And I quote: "Gackt, stop making stupid cum faces. Hyde, stop looking like your passing a kidney stone."

ROFL.

I apologize to my f-list for the crack xD

EDIT: As requested... sexy tard convo of epic... under the cut CAUSE IT'S FUCKING LONG.

( TARD SEX CONVO UNDER HERE )

Maybe I'm just into too many bands... or maybe I'm just not into things people like as a whole...

I'm barely into the fandoms I used to be anymore... I feel like some kind of let down... or something...

Could be why I don't have friends where I live anymore. I'm just too weird and not into things others are.

Am I so strange? I guess I am.

But I guess in a way I'm kinda happy about it. I'd rather be different instead of just like everyone else.

Just sometimes I feel kind of alone.

I'll get over it. I always do. -______-

Sean seems dead set on keeping a pretty set flow of Mt. Dew in the house... and I've gotten hooked back on it.

And I am way too hyper. xD I need to stop drinking it so much.

Also having way too much soda makes my brain run way too well... or maybe too fast...

I wanna RP or something and all my RP buddies are asleep or offline D:

Get back here you poops while I can still sit at the pc before my wrecked glasses force me away from the screen once more.

Really... got new glasses... no anti-glare... eyes adjusting to new glasses... ow... headache... what can make my eyes feel better?

Please make my eyes stop hurting...



O.O

Okay... that helped...

A lot...

...and all that jazz.

I love Halloween and get all enthusiastic for it but not much fun since for the past couple years I haven't been able to do anything really. Therefore... not so much anymore.

I'm going to be spending my night ignoring the dumb kids at my door since we don't have any money to get candy for them so I can't do that.

I feel numb still since yesterday... I still dunno what I'm going to do about that... I'm assuming it'll be forgotten or I'll just get phased out.

...I remember when I used to have fun on certain RP's but whenever I get into it again something has to rain my small rare parade...

Both my roomie's are out today or at work and since my phone's dead I can't call anyone. Wouldn't matter I don't have a costume or anything to put together.

Fuck... *slumps*

Maybe I should just drink all the alcohol in the house and pass out.

I'm probably just going to spend the night floating random music blogs and burn away more time...

Woot! Two new Diru PVs!

1	2	3	4
5	6	7	8
9	10	11

I know. Holy crap. An icon post. I can't believe it either. I've been trying to work on more of these lately but inspiration kinda goes in and out for me lately in very short increments. And not in a fun sexual way either. xD Oh well... enough randomness as I am still very tired.

Enjoy the icons everyone ^^ Remember if you use please credit and I am always open for requests.

And you can totally tell which ones I made recently over the older ones. ^^;

Why fandom, why? Why do you make me feel the need to make icons like these?





Stop it fandom, stop. *hits with rolled up magazine*

xD Cell phones are totally used for transforming.



*goes back under rock to watch more*

Happy 41st Birthday you wonderfully talented man <3

I know his birthday is technically tomorrow but it's already the 11th in Japan.



Happy Birthday to Julia too. I almost forgot ^^;

So yeah... I think I'm going on LJ haitus again. I'm sick as hell. I don't do things on photoshop anymore. No one really reads my entries anymore unless there is a Hyde picture on it. So yeah... no more posting for now until I remember why I got this now useless thing.